Dearest,
Do U remember ur 1st <3 ?
Do U remember the longing and hurtful feelings contented in your heart when U sees him?
the tears that fall which makes U felt how sincere and deep it was.
The pride and joy of young love.
How true and everlasting it felt.
Then the moment come,
U gave everything that you have to the one that U think was yours.
Then suddenly, as it turns out that he wasn't yours even from the beginning,
Your world turns dark and gloomy,
It seems to U,
Life was meaningless and treacherous.
U felt the world has coming to an end.
Do U know how many of the others that never enjoyed that sensation?
Yes, it have.
Those kids of your age that was tortured and raped by the one that they trust.
Yes. it have.
U said it was fait accompli.
Yes. it was.
U're lucky, u willingly suffered. But others that unwillingly received that wasn't as lucky as U.
Dearest,
U've got a long spiny road to get through.
Even how hard it was,
Life has to move on.
U've heard this so many times but yet U didn't understand until U've suffered.
U're beautiful and they know it.
That was why they had tried and take it from U
But, U have to be strong and choose for what is the best for U.
Leave out all the rest, it's alright to be alone.
Because alone, U will be strong and U have to,
Because life never put mercy on U.
When life is hard and painful,
Please turn to the One that U should put your life onto.
Hang on to HIM
U will be safe.
How to put into sorting between the differences of people's differences or unique traits and their wrong doings to intentionally hurt you?
Acceptance is the biggest thing in the whole world,
It is not that hard to simply understand that unity is not about uniformity,
differences between u and me, or others are what unity meant.
Together we are something bigger than me and U.
But, what if I accept you're different, but do U?
I can accept all the vile treatments, harsh words, jeering, everything...
But can U?
People always said that, do good and U will get goodness.
but sometimes it isn't.
Some other time, people and even certain situations are so cruel that they can just put U into Hell.
Turning Ur life upside down...
but what's the differences between what U have in your heart than what they had?
It's alright to accept,
Even when they can't even see what lies inside of you.
but for as long as U can see and seek to understand before being understood,
U can be the person who U want to be.
People comes and go,
Don't count how many of them,,
Instead remember their names and be grateful they exist in ur life to perpetual
You will be happy to just simply accept and embrace the cloudy purple sky,
burst of tears into joyful rainy moments...
